You may have read in an earlier JUDYISM that my only real fear is beingĀ able to memorize lines, which has been the one and only difficult thing forĀ me to overcome in this profession. Well, I wonāt ever have that fear againĀ and this is why.
A couple of weeks ago, a dear friend of mine and director of a currentlyĀ showing Off Broadway play came to me and asked if Iād be willing to step inĀ for the lead actress who has a conflict the following week.
Did you hearĀ what I just said?
THE FOLLOWING WEEK!!!
Well, I saw the play and IĀ decided to try it as a personal challenge and I agreed to do it.Ā Well, I saw the play and IĀ decided to try it as a personal challenge and I agreed to do it.
By the way,Ā did I tell you that it was a NINETY page script? Thatās right and theĀ character of the mom that I was learning was ON throughout the entireĀ script … she never leaves the stage.
Well, this by itself would have been an enormous task for anyone, butĀ perhaps due to the stress of the undertaking, perhaps due to an act of āIĀ donāt know what,ā I woke up on the second day of learning the script so sickĀ that I couldnāt get out of bed without feeling faint, I was very, very weak toĀ say the least, but the good thing was I did have both a hard copy scriptĀ which I began to read and read and read and an audio recording on myĀ iPhone (that I made because as is my habit, I first recorded my part andĀ then created a separate recording using only the other characters andĀ leaving my part out. But what I found very helpful was, when I was gettingĀ overwhelmed (who could believe that?) was to put on Netflix and watch aĀ movie, one that would take me completely away from myself.
The goodĀ thing about having such a distraction for the mind is very beneficial andĀ took the pressure off me for awhile. I was very much aware of the fact thatĀ I had to be calm throughout and not allow myself to become panicked overĀ my decision … now this is Wednesday and the next Wednesday I amĀ scheduled to do two performances before a rather large audience … aĀ matinee and an evening and I must remain CALM AT ALL COSTS!!! So,Ā for this unusual circumstances only, I allowed myself to take a piece of aĀ Valium because the hardest time for me was when I awoke and realized what an undertaking I took on … the anxiety for a few days was almostĀ unbearable and the Valium allowed me to remain calm enough toĀ concentrate on the task at hand.
Learning 90 pages. Ā AM I CRAZY?
LEARNING NINETY PAGES?????!!!!
Yes Judy, learning the 90-pageĀ script.
Well, I think Iām going to stop now and send you another JudyismĀ next time to let you know what happened. You will love to hear about itĀ because it really gives out an important message, so until then…
Judy Stadt
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